Have been working these few days to earn some money for my Chinese New Year clothes. It was really fun and dirty. Quite a lot has happened past few days.

My Grandpa was advice to go for for a heart bypass surgery by the doctor. And if he does so, his leg would have to be amputated to use a piece nerve to do the surgery. It will be quite a risky operation. Hopefully my family chose not to do the operation. As of right now, we are awaiting for further details from the doctor for what they have to say for my Grandpa's situation.

This year's Christmas was indeed different. Though I did not manage to bring any friends with me, but I manage to plant seeds into people's lives once again. During the gift exchange, I gave a note book and received a yellow lanyard in return. And when Guang Xiang sow a banana and received a monkey last year, his sister too received a monkey this year. By the way, I was the one that received the banana last year.

As for my Christmas, I was rotting at home with nothing to do. To kill time, I played my guitar, watch crazy videos, but none was dirty, and sing Christmas carols all alone at home.

26hours left for the year 2008 and it will be a whole new year. I will be celebrating the countdown with my cell group, staying overnight at east coast park.

I am down with my contacts, yet I still cannot reach out to anyone. But I still believe that God is going to something thing great and awesome with me. I have promise God that I will be the spark to the revival in Ping Yi and I can do it because I got God with me. Amen.

Stayed at home for these two days and everything was boring. How I hoped for someone to ask me out or someone willing to go out with me. But no one called me, neither did anyone want to go out with me as they are either working or just not bothered to come out.

I really thank God for the Westies in the cell group. They allow me to witness what a revival is and also amazed by their passion for God. What I can say is that they have written a chapter in my life, and they are still writing it. Jurong West people, God is going to take you guys up to the next level to do greater things than you have ever seen or done. It is going to be tough, but God has made you tougher. Go for it!

Visited Grandpa, but he does not look very well. He has been coughing all the way. I did not have the chance to talk to him, not to say even praying for him. He has been chatting with my uncle who just came back from Indonesia. I guess I will just come back some other day to pray for him.

After visiting my Grandpa , I have dinner with my family. Everything went well, but I am still worried about Grandpa. Hope that he will rest well tonight.

Today's candlelight service was great and magnificent. The whole service was ignited with thousands of candles. There were lots of friends, there were even Natalie's parents. Someday, my parents will surely come.

The Christmas party will be postpone to Wednesday. I am kinda please with it cause I can go visit my Grandpa tomorrow.

My Grandpa went out of ICU today. I was really worried about him for the past few days. I really hope that I can pray for him tomorrow.

Today's Christmas Party at Wai Yin MaMa's group was crazy. I even injured myself when we were playing "Atom & Molecules." Everything was held in Dayan's house for Wai Yin MaMa's group. A lot of friends also came today, too bad my friends were too busy to come and they missed out all the fun.

We watched "My Hope Singapore" video and it was great. It was a successful turnout. Lets pray that they will be back for Christmas service.

My grandpa is still in ICU today. But I do not have anytime to visit him these few days due to Christmas preparations.
Sorry Grandpa.

I was suppose to meet up with Joshua at 1.30pm today, ended up waking up late at 1pm cause my Dad went to switch off my alarm, and took a cab to school. We are going to take our N' level results today, yet it does not appear so to me. When I reached school, I saw Alvin instantly, though I could hardly recognize him. He have changed quite a little, but just not knowing what was the change. And as usual, I will go meet "168 Bros" before we go up together.

We went up , go through the boring talk and took our results. I did fairly well for my N' level and my aggregate is 5 points. It was not to my expectation to get this well. English - 2, Combined Humanities - 4, Additional Mathematics- 4, Mathematics - 1, Science(Physics/Chemistry) - 2, Principles of accounts- 4. This result surprised everyone, including myself and the teachers, as my attitude towards studies is not very pleasant. I will always be sleeping in class and fail to hand in any work. There is no way I am able to beat my friends. Getting 5 points is not into consideration. Truly this is a work of God.

I was thinking last night that if I am not able to make it to Sec 5, what ITE courses will I go. I even prayed to God to allow me to go to Sec 5. But yet after I got my result, I was in a dilemma of whether or not should I go to Sec 5. Mdm Anisa told me, "According to your results, you should go to Sec 5. But by looking at my attitude and behavior, I should give a deep thinking to it." These words did not affect me very much, but it does make sense. I went to talk to Yong Xiu and Dayan about it, and they do not encourage me to go ITE as it is a waste of time, and there is no guarantee. Then I remembered, I prayed to God last night to allow me to be promoted to Sec 5, so I am able to be the salt and light in the school, and more importantly, bringing revival to Ping Yi. God has now blessed me with the results as I have asked, but am I going to take it? So I have decide to go to sec 5 next year.

I am suppose to be happy today, but received a bad news. My grandpa was just admitted to hospital this morning cause he complained that he is having some breathing difficulty in the morning. I am really worried about my grandpa and I heard from my mum that he is unconscious. I was praying for my grandpa on my to Riverwalk for prayer meeting.

During the prayer meeting, Bedok North and Jurong West shared their testimonials on their revivals. I believe that Ping Yi's revival is near. Amen!

Was tidying up my room last night when I came across all my old memories. The warmth and joy still stick within them, memories that I can never forget. It is also the time when I came across Jesus in my life. Those period were the best and can never be replaced. Truly I thought, in every area of my life, God has never once forsake me and neither He ever will.

I came across a small book that was given to me last time. Inside I wrote," A vision without working is daydream, but working without vision is nightmare." Yet I have forgotten about this. I lost my vision and I do not know when did it go. Did I do something that my vision ran away? I have never thought of myself losing the way I was going. A vision is the light and way in which push us to go further. I am too caught up with the present and the problems that I have neglected everything else.

I have been sleeping late these few days, turning in at around 5am-6am. But I get to enjoy these times as I get to understand myself more and also drawing closer to Him. I thank God for the Jurong West people, they really do brought me uncountable numbers of wonderful times. Thought I am not with them, just by looking at them allow me to feel the joy.

I will be getting my N' level results tomorrow. I doubt if I am able to go to Sec 5. Shindy was asking me to compete with the all time top student, Robert, next year if I am able to go to Sec 5. But I have no passion for studying. Perhaps I will try to take Robert on as a friendly competition.

Christmas is coming.......

When was the last time I updated my blog? Not so sure about it. Have to apologize as I did not have anytime or chance to use to computer. Sometimes, I feel asleep before I finish updating my blog. Is it not ridiculous? But I will still try to update as much as possible. I'm also aware that my blog is very boring due to the lack of music and pictures. But the reason I do not want to put any music is cause it might interrupt the songs that you are listening. And I do not have a camera, therefore there are no pictures. If I were to have !, I will surely post hundreds of them.

I went to Sini's chalet a few days back, it is actually past midnight when I got there, so I can call it Friday. There was chili crab, bee hoon and some barbecued food that were left for me. I felt so blessed. The chili crab was delicious, and I learn how to eat a crab. It is not difficult actually, just that I do not have a good interaction with it and ended up having the gravy all over my hands and face.

We then took a morning walk at Pasir Ris Park. I almost step on a snake, to be more precise, a head of a snake that is alive. It was just a few milimetres away from the sole of my shoe. I turely thank God for that.

I will update more the next time.