Lets hope that this won't be a long post.
Have gotten my results some time ago, but was utterly disappointed. Though I won't say that it's a bad course, but Interactive Media Informatics(IMI) doesn't seems to be my cup of tea. In the first place, I don't get along with IT, so what for do I go for IIT school? I'll be writing a letter into TP to appeal into Design school, hopefully a course of my choice.
Didn't get into my desired course in bad enough, but can't find a job in e holidays, that's ridiculous. Where am I suppose to get my allowance from? I can't just live off my Dad like that! I mean I didn't even get any CNY clothes. This year's CNY I really felt pathetic. Already I don't have much variety in my wardrobe, or so to say all the clothes were not bought by myself. And yet I still have to wear my old clothes. Got a good scolding from my family. I didn't even have a haircut.
Just have to blame myself for being useless. Unable to support myself with a job, or get good results to get into a design course. And most of all, unable to play a decent praise&worship in cell group meetings. No matter how I play, it's so dry, so stagnant. I cannot even help Wai Yin support the presence in the cell group.
But above these things, I still want to thank God for allowing me to serve Him by putting me in choir. I do not have a great or powerful voice, but I want to praise You. And though I do not have any magnificent clothings, but I'll still going to dress my best to glorify You. I also want to thank God for putting me into Venture Era, and also such wonderful uplines. They've been helping me through promoting me into a Marketing Executive. I believe that I'm able to shine for Him and also give into building fund.
Thank you God for putting me in such a wonderful cell group, E492.
MY LORD
I NEED YOU
BRING ME BACK TO THE FIRST LOVE
BRING ME TO WHERE YOU ARE
YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING
NO MATTER WHAT COMES IN MY WAY
I WILL STILL FOLLOW YOU
THOUGH MANY TIMES I WAS TEMPTED TO LEAVE YOU
BUT HOW CAN I BRING MYSELF TO?
HOW CAN I LEAVE YOU AFTER ALL THAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME?
HOLY SPIRIT
ALL I WANT IS FOR YOU TO BE IN MY LIFE
ALL I WANT IS TO BE WITH YOU
I THIRST AND HUNGER FOR YOUR ANNOITING
ABBA FATHER
LET ME RECONCILE WITH YOU
LET YOUR LOVING ARMS BE WITH ME
I LOVE YOU JESUS