Sorry for leaving you out to rot for so long. No choice, I have to write English journal everyday. So you will not expect me to write the same things twice right?

Lets cut all the boring stuffs in school and go straight to the point. I went to look for my Mum today and she wanted to give me a hundred bunks to get myself at least one set of Chinese New Year clothes. But I did not want to accept it, not that it is too little, but I just feel that I should not be taking money from her when her income is already low. I told her that I will not accept a single cent from her but she insisted that I should a least take fifty bucks to get myself a top. I accepted it reluctantly and went to get my dinner. While I was eating, my mum caught me crying and asked me what happened. But it was actually the fifty dollars that she has given, I felt there was no point of me accepting that money. I insisted on giving it back to her, promising her that I will let her know if I have any need, and she took it back. When I was about to leave, I saw my mum's eyes being puffy and face being red. These are signs of my mum crying. I cannot help but tears starts flowing down once again when I walked towards the bus interchange. Have I done any wrong to my mum? But I know that I have let her down by not accepting it. She felt that it is

Today is my cell group multiplication day, whereby we are divided into two cell groups. It was held at Sheila's house condominium function room. The whole place was beautifully decorated and also very spacious. We played some games, sang a few praise and there was the appreciation ceremony. I got the loyal award, together with Wei Long, William, Andrew and of course Chaiern, the most loyal member in E456.

When the time came to announce the allocation of cell groups, everyone was really scared and anxious. Each of us is given a number, and as soon as your number is called you will know where you belong. I was the second to came out and know my new group members as soon as their names as their numbers are called. This was very aching period for me. Though I have not spend as much time with them, yet I have the feeling being with them when I view their blogs though my presence is not there. Their ups and downs, even things that they did not say in their blogs, I somehow experience it. True enough that I might feel left out most of the time, but I am blessed and glad to be in this cell group. I might not have much memories of it, but these little ones are precious to me. I will keep it dear to me.

Throughout the whole announcement, not a tear was shed from my eyes though I was anguished. But the moment I I know that Kengsern is not going to be in the same cell group as I am, my heart sank even deeper. Though I was expecting it, but I could not accept it. And whenever he come and talk to me just now, streams of tears stared flowing. I tried to walk away from him, but yet I still do want to talk to him. The reason I miss him so much is that he has truely set a print in my life, a big one. He was the only one I can relate to the most after Thomas, though there were some stuffs that I cannot speak to him about. But I am sure he knows what is it, but it is just that he want me to tell him personally. All I can say is that he is a very good leader and a friend. Thank you Kengsern.

Right now, I am in Wai Yin's cell group. But we have yet to know the new cell group number. All we know is E***. I believe that I am able toadapt into a new environment and be a great servant in it. To tell you the truth, tears are flowing as I posting now. I will miss you, E456.

First day of school today and was sent home due to unacceptable hairstyle. So I went to KFC to have my breakfast while reading Today newspaper.I cannot believe that I actually took more that two hours to read the paper and have my breakfast. I then went to have my haircut at standard hair salon. I took my time there looking through a magazine to find a suitable hairstyle to go to the school with. With that, I took slightly more than an hour in the salon. I am please with my hair now, though it would look nicer if there is a contrast in my hair colour. too bad I cannot dye my hair. I took my lunch upon my way home and here I am now. I will now go take a rest. Bye bye.

Yesterday was crazy. I went out to celebrate Countdown for Year 2009 at East Coast Park and tried out inline-skates(rollerblade) for the first time. I did fell a few times but everything was okay, except a few cuts here and there. Xuan Yi is incredible when he was skating. He seems like a different person to me. He even helped me with my skating. But there was a fall that seriously injured me, it a when I was going down the slope. Wei Xiang was ahead of me and fell. I was behind looking at him when I began to fall too, even better, in the same manner. I hurt my back then but I guess I should be okay. After which, we went further down the park and I was not able to catch up with them due to some reasons. First, I was not able to skate as fast. Second, I was dead tired due to the lack of sleep for the past two days. Third, my feet and ankle really hurts from the skates. I even "sleep-skate" on my way back with the others. Good thing that Chuen Heng and Xuan Yi was there to give me a push when I was sleeping. Thanks guys!

I dropped dead once we reached back to our camp while Aaron practice his guitar and the others went to get dinner. Chuen Heng bought my dinner for me last night. He indeed is a great brother. Thanks Bro!

As the countdown draws nearer, everyone in the park started playing with sparkles, we were no exception. It was magnificent. There were also red luminous objects levitating above the sea. Soon there was the countdown and there was the start of the year 2009. After which, we celebate Hui Shan's birthday and continued playing sparkles, which one of the sparkle bit hit in burnt Chaiern's eye. We were not sure of who who is responsible for it, but I should say that the fault belongs to everyone who played with the sparkle. So all I have to say is Sorry Chaiern.

The rest of the night was a bit dull, yet cooling and peaceful. We waited till the wake of the morning to witness the first sunrise of 2009. Unfortunately, the clouds were too thick due to the fireworks last night.

We went to have Macdonald's for breakfast and went seperate ways. I went to my Mum's house and died there from the pain of my back. When I woke up, I contacted Bee Hwa to return her skates to her. And in return, she brought me food from her grandma's birthday party. I was starving then so I really thank God for the food. And also Bee Hwa.

After that, I went to meet up with Josh to accompany him to have a hair cut and go home together. Thats all.