Guys, so sorry but I don't think I want to continue with the revelation "1st Week." I mean It 's super long. Ask me about it if you want to know more yea? Cause it's super long and a lot of of summarizing to do. But I think it's worth well for you to know about it. ^^

I'll most probably just give you guys short revelations. And I mean really short ones. Something like a verse o two? Yar, I know it's bad of me to keep you guys waiting, but I promise to keep you guys up with anything fresh to make up for it yea? And I promise to give tell you guys about the "1st Week" if you ask about it.

Ooh.. My Birthday was super Fun!!
and thanks to Weilin I got chili in my eyes. Owww..
I mean seriously, my eyes was HOT!!

Anyway, I'll b uploading the vids on the next post cus my precious phone went for servicing!!
So Sad..
On yar.. Forgot to let you guys know that I've change my phone to W995
It's totally AMAZING!!
I got it as a birthday gift from my Mum n Big brother. Kinda rare for my bro to get me a present.
Oh well.. I just love the phone.
Thanks Mummy n Dage!!

O' level start le, but the weird thing is that IT'S SUPER EASY!!
I even wondered if it was set by the Cambridge,
I mean we don't have stickers like it usually does,
so this year we have to go through the trouble of writing down our names.
And easy paper means higher MODERATION!! Haix..

Well.. I won't get to use the com as often le..
My bro hogging it day after day n idle at home.
I mean he seriously have to find something to do, either work or study.
I would encourage him to study, since he only have an N' level cert which HE CAN'T FIND
Just wondering how long more will he remain like this.

So that's all for today yea?!
Check out my tweets, I'm lovin' them. ^^

Wanted to do up the second part of "The 1st week" today, but so sorry, it was very long. I have been trying to cut it short.

My 2nd brother will b away for half a year and I'm going to miss him. And partially because I don't want to be with my 3rd brother. I guess I will just move back to my Mum's place after my O'levels. But that would mean I won't get to blog as often. I'll make an effort to come back once in a while to blog, up until I get my own lappy or something.

Anyway, next Sunday is my birthday. And please do not wake me up at 12midnight because my time of birth was 8 am sharp. Haha.. Hopefully Wai Yin will allow me to go for "Extreme Sentosa" on the day itself. I don't mind if I'm going to get bash or anything, I'm just worried if I get to go. But Wai Yin is obviously more worried for my papers the days after my birthday. No doubt about it with the bad results I've given to her.

The "Graduation Day" was like a improved assembly. I don't find the point of going through the whole sequence. I'm sure the school can do better than that. I mean over with the 'No Prom Night This Year' thing. But can they at least give us something to remember? A nice performance maybe? The only time when I felt the atmosphere was right was when Mdm Rubiah was giving her speech and when they were playing the video. I guess we will just wait till after O'levels and have the time of our life.

I've taken quite a few pictures in my phone, but the problem now is uploading them. Hopefully I get my new phone soon.

Polytechnics Courses Cut-off Points for 2009

Student Intake for various Polytechnics:-

• Nanyang Poly
  
• Ngee Ann Poly
• Republic Poly
• Singapore Poly
• Temasek Poly

Hope you guys appreciate this.

The 1st week (Part 1)

This will not be long. This revelation is on the first seven days in the bible, the beginning of the world. <>

These seven days tells us about God being the creator and a little about Him, which is what we should be like.

Genesis 1:1 simply tells us about God being the creator. That he is he Alpha the beginning. This tells me that whenever we begin something, do we put Him first and put the situation or event into His hands. This includes the the way we start our day as well.

As it is written on Matthew 6:33
But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Seek Him first before anything or situation

Genesis 1:2 let us know that the Holy Spirit was protecting something. But what was He protecting. He was in fact guarding our destinies. Though then it was formless and dark, yet He was putting His stakes on it.

Jeremiah 1:4-5
Then the word of the LORD came to me, saying: “ Before I formed you in the womb I knew you; Before you were born I sanctified you; I ordained you a prophet to the nations.”

When you seek business partners or investors, you have to show them a form of proof to make sure that the risk is shallow. But God on the other hand does not feel the need to see the proof that you will succeed. Instead, He have faith in you and supports you even before even before you can affirm Him. He will back us up even when we have no back up plan.

He will always be there watching over you

I will continue the rest of it next time. So sorry that I didn't quote other verses from these but it was cause I'm tired. Sorry

Phew.. Just went to see the doctor to yesterday to ensure that my foot is okay yesterday. And the result, PERFECTLY FINE! The doctor find my accident very dramatic and that it's a miracle that I don't have any serious injury on me. The reason for my aches are due to the shock received by my muscles. Its said to be a sprain or something.

I studied a little on Chemistry yesterday. So stop saying that I don't study, or I will bite you. Grr.. Haha..

I'll will go one to share a revelation now on the post on the next post.

I fell, bounced and swung down the stairs from the top of the overhead bridge this morning. And I literally meant bounced and swung. Two parts of my body were injured, my left foot(not the ankle) and my left thumb. The foot was the one that really irritated me the whole day. It's now bandaged.

I've taken quite a few pictures these few days. really wish to up load them, but there seem to be some problem with my blog. And trust me, they are not about people any more. Well, not exactly.

Friday was my Mum's birthday, and I did not get to do anything for her this year. Tan Weiling's birthday was yesterday and still I did not celebrate it with her, though she had been asking me out for ages. I'm sorry guys. I'll try to make it up to you guys.

I just watch "Love of Siam." It's a good movie. Very touchy. I watched it through Youtube by the way.

I'll be having my O' level English Oral tomorrow. Not that I worry about failing, just that I want to do well for my oral. I'm aiming for 36 again. Wish me all the best.

I have finally finished reading Eclipse. But frankly speaking, the story is getting more boring each time. It's so predictable on what's going to happen next. But the story is still worth reading. It adopted a few words which can be applied in my English compositions.

I finish reading Eclipse in the school library ultimately, and hence went ahead to borrow Breaking Dawn.

Just something interesting to add in, while I was reading, I saw Tommy with his classmates. but he gives me an impression of maturity among his friends. A sense of authority. Perhaps it's due to his circle of friends he hangs out with. I always do feel a little jealous of them. But I'm fine with it.

It has been a century since I last played basketball with my friends, which was seriously crazy. But I did injure some people as usual. The funny this was that I kept having my arms around a guy, whom I barely know for a day, when I was trying snatch his ball. He was physically smaller than I am, very agile. He is a very good player I would say.

I just listened to some songs. Here's a few. hope you enjoy them.

I checked my yahoo email today. Pretty scary I would say. It has been a while since I take a look at it. But it's irritating that most of the emails are from Friendster. Some emails are scams to trick you into telling you to give them your bank account number. Kinda annoying I would say. I thought there was anything interesting inside. My hotmail cannot be open, not too sure why.

I think I really need to find someone to push me to study. I just simply don't have any fighting spirit. And it have to take more than one person to push me, take a look at my size. Samuel is helping, and I appreciate and love him for that, but I think he alone cannot push me.

My internet is getting more lag. Especially when I am logging in to Facebook and Blogger, they get on my nerves when ever i cant see the full page. Therefore I can't put any pictures. But I'm sure many are happy about it.

It has been official that I flunked my prelims. I just can't find the push within me. Any help here?

there is something wrong with my blog

I'm going to fail my prelims. I can see it. Right now I only left with 2 papers. Science Paper 1(MCQ) and Paper 5(practical). I'm not even sure about my practical, and there's no way for me to practice it. Argh..

I just found the chords that I need for cell group tomorrow, but haven't try out the chords. These chords are found in the forums so not too sure if it's reliable.

I'm also kinda sick these few days. Liters of phlegm are in my body. I'm not too sure if I can help Wai Yin to bring up the atmosphere by singing. But I'll try. Just pray that I'm healed, and the whole cell group as well. They are the ones that bring down the presence of God. I am only there to motivate you guys.

And I was suppose to be at Shelby's house playing with her kitten, Sushi. But unfortunately Shindy fell sick and we postpone it to later date. But I'll be going for bible study later. It'll be great I tell you.

I'll off to play my guitar now. Bye.

Prelims started this week. Had a few papers already, but don't think I did very well. I'll just have to trust God and wait for the results.

Just watched a few videos, but none of them suits to be displayed here. But don't worry, I'll still try to keep you guys updated.

This week will be Festival Of Praise(FOP) and City Harvest 20th Anniversary. It'll be awesome. I'm really looking forward for it, especially the anniversary services. Specially designed CHC glass block will be given to attendance of the 1st anniversary service, and I'll be there to get it, though there will be other gifts as well.

Before I forget, I went to the gym a few times this week and injured my right middle finger. If you wanna ask me what happened, I was carrying the weight, but Winston said something that made me drop the weight on my finger. Ouch.. So it's a little painful when I bent it and I still cant bend it all the way down. Kinda irritated by it cause I can't hold anything without bending it, or else it'll seem like I'm scolding someone. So do pray for me yea? it still hurts. Ow.. And I'll be clenching my right fist from now till my finger regains it's energy. So don't go thinking I'm angry or anything. Ow again.

A new wave is coming up. A new song. A new Chapter. It is beating in my heart. It's placing a zest of joy in my life. It's swirling within me, as though calling out to me. And this surely will renew my life, turning my old self and set a new rhythm to it. But still, some things are hard to let go.

I happen to saw this video on Chaiern's blog. It'll totally spoil your appetite so warning, DO NOT EAT WHILE APPRECIATING THIS VID. Thank you. Hope you enjoy it.

Don't ask me about today cause I did nothing interesting.

There isn't anything to post about today. I'm just here to notify everyone that my blog start up again.

By the way, these few days have been really tough for me. I can actually feel being stretched and that everyone around me is pushing in to encourage me while on the verge of giving up on me. I really appreciate these people a lot and really don't want to put all your efforts to waste. This time is very different from the encouragements given in the past, but this time, everything and everyone come pushing and encouraging this big guy at the same time. I am impressed, amazed and moved by this. Surely this is beyond the ordinary, this is God's doing I'm trying my best now not to forsake everyone's hope one me.

I'll try to keep you guys updated on this blog and if you have any encouraging words or quotes to tell me regarding any post, for instance this one, tell me using the comments so I can keep track of it and come back to be inspired again and again in the future. Thanks.

I have no adventure to tell of today as I stayed at home all day. Come to think about it, I never did. At most I will just post some videos I viewed today. I did have some fun the few days before. I will just mention them briefly.

Friday's paper is a goner as I was sleeping. Lets hope for the better for my prelim and O' level. Then I went for NCC as I do not want to sweat. So I went to admin and played with Gabriel's laptop and watch some videos. Happy tree friends, guitar and dance videos to be exact. I then went for cell group meeting which was terrific. We have to write down our desires. As for mine, I just wrote it down today. I want to greater serve God and people with what I have, and I want to go to TP.

Yesterday was wonderful. Accompanied Wei Lin with her bible study with Natalie and Jaslyn, which inspired me to give bible study a little. Met up the rest of the cell group members to go for Jurong West service. It was truely a blessing as pastor talked about the 5 smooth stones of David. We then rushed for the bus for the Expo service. Dr. Kim Sung Hae was really cute and interesting, though to tell you the truth, I missed out what she saying half the time.

Family photo when I was young. Missed the times.
Ronson, Dad, Johnson, Benson, Mum, Me.

4 brothers together.
Myself, Ronson, Benson, Johnson.

My mum in her twenties. Pretty right?

This boy is awesome

This dance troup as well. Their synchronization is very good.

These are some interesting commercials

Today's Physics and Social Studies paper was difficult, or maybe it was cause I was sleeping half of the time. Well, I was really tired then. I guess I am going to fail then.

Deyuan, Winston, Chen Sheng, Alan, Samuel and I had lunch in the canteen today. And guess what, I was too tired to eat. The food was in front of me and I literally forced myself to eat it. Normally I will polished off the plates, but there were obvious leftovers today.

We then went to practice our volleyball, or maybe you can call it play. Instead of joining in the fun, I was resting under the baking hot Sun, playing with a paper plane(sorry but I tend to be a little random sometimes, especially when I am tired) and joined them after that. Joshua then hitch on, played tennis and left for tuition together with Dennis and Zi Yu. Everything ended at around 5pm and everyone went home.

Mid-year exam has already started and everyone is getting ready for the papers. Just today, Shelby asked a few of us out to study for Social studies and Physics. They woke me up at 11 am to meet them up at Princess Mac and I actually reached there at 1.30 pm. Not forgetting Eleen calling me at 11am as well to invite me to her house, but I decline the invitation.

There were Shelby, Deyuen, Chen Sheng, Donovan, Samuel, Winston and myself there studying, or better to say that they were studying. But I did study a little, so do not say that I was idling there.

Studies aside, we also played some silly but fun games. We played "Hangman" and "True or Dare." Though I will not give your the contents of the game. But it certainly was fun and it has been quite long since I last played these games.

We took some pictures as well, though I am not allowed to post any of the photos. In fact, I cannot post any pictures of my friends as they do not like it. But seriously, I wonder what joy is there when we cannot share it with others. I understand that some of them do not like their pictures taken, but worse yet posting and sharing it with others. But you guys cannot just ask me to change my post and take away the pictures just like that. This is my blog. I want to share my moments with others, since I do not have much myself. And quit telling each other the pictures I have of them. I want them to come and take a look at it themselves and smile, not hearing from someone and think that I post some "unglam" pictures of them. I have seen better "worse" pictures, they are in Chaiern's blog, and people enjoyed the pictures and the ones with their pictures taken just smile in embarrassment a little and got on with it. I have actually thought of doing an e-album to keep the memories and share it with everyone. But what is the point if no one appreciates it?

By the way, I am going to say this though I know some of you may thing I 'bhb', I appreciates people taking pictures of me, I do not mind. I mean if every picture I am about to post have to seek the permission of someone else defeats the purpose of me posting it and even more having a blog. Below are just some pictures that I can post.

Draft of Bee Hwa's birthday card.
Most of the idea came from Brandon.

I took a picture of myself when we were studying just now.
I also took pictures of myself with them, but they just warned me not to post it.

Saw this cat napping on my way home.
Cute isn't it? Though "unglam" for a cat.
Do you think I should seek permission of the cat before posting this pic?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEI LIN!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEE HWA!!
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHERS!!

Met up with Natalie and Jaslyn in the noon to do some cards. Then had an inspiring discipleship with Yong Xiu. Though it was about rising up, which I do not think I am ready yet because firstly, I am not discipline in my punctuality. Secondly, I do not have a good countenance. Thirdly, I am not a good example. I am sorry Wai Yin.

After the service, I kinda neglected William as had Bee Hwa's birthday to prepare. Sorry.

We had whole lot of fun and we replaced flour with water this time round and it was really great, besides the fact that some water balloons fell off the second floor. How I wish that my birthday would be this exciting, but it never did.

Wai Yin talked to the core members before we all make our way home. She felt burdened for the cell group's discipline, which was what I had in mind as well. She urged me once again to rise up but I remain silent. Natalie too urged me to rise up but I told her the reasons why I do not think I should. The fact is that I would like to help Wai Yin with the cell group as I am too burdened for my leader, for my cell group. Just that I do not think it is time for me yet. But then to say, "When is?!"

It was around 10-ish pm when we left the place and I went to look for my mum. Waited for the the second hand to struck at twelve before wishing my mum a Happy Mother's Day. After which I came home.